/// all that ever holds somebody back, I think, is fear. for a minute I had fear. then I went into the dressing room and shot my fear in the face...LG



almost exactly one year ago i told my self i would be ready to make the move i've coveted since my first trip to new york city at age 12. well i'm doing it & couldn't feel more thrilled and ready. i already know how cold it's going to be. i already know that moving isn't easy. i already know they don't have a west coast mentality. i already know you must be happy where you are in order to be happy where you want to be. i already know "i could always come back". i already know this is where i belong. i love la i gave it a good 5yr run and 120 percent, but while a lot of my transplant friends that feel home when they're over looking the la skyline i've always felt like i belonged somewhere else. it comes down to the energy- and i've never felt energy like the kind in nyc. it's not for everyone, but it's for me. goals are so important & better yet so important you write them down specifically, why not be picky about your dreams & aspirations believe in them- believe you deserve them- accept nothing less. yes, i'm scared. yes, i have a lot of "things" that are going to be hard to part with. yes, i'm going to miss my family & la family SO much. yes, i'm going to get lost on the subway. but i can't think of a better time than now.
in retrospect i LOVE that my path began in la, the people i've met, the experiences i've had (good & bad) have all lead to personal growth that i'm deeply appreciative for on so many levels. i wouldn't have it any other way.

If you wait to do everything until you're sure it's right, you'll probably never do much of anything
- win borden


  1. Good luck on your newest adventure! NYC Is amaze.....Best of luck. Bon Voyage ;)

  2. I know you will do well in New York. Remember to listen to your instincts but punch with your left (ambition). Don't let anyone tell you, you don't have enough experience because honey you have plenty. It's called survival. You look at life in such a way I've always admired. And I love you for it. Run into the concrete jungle my love. I will see you there soon.

  3. Thank you lovely ladies for all your support & love. much appreciated <3